we havent really been over this, but i havent been waiting, i have been living and loving. i dont hurt like i used to, or cry. and i dont think about who you used to be much anymore. There is one thing that hasnt left me though, whenever someone tries to tell me its okay, or you can trust me, i am reminded of the false 'i love yous' you whispered to me in my naive head. and sometimes i dont know if i love you, or if i just wish you loved me. either way, i just want you to know, you didnt ruin me. and i am happy.